hurting inside

I've been through so much in my life, this last experican I had this summer is by far the worst experican of my life....!!!! To experican being a vicitm of abuse of all kind, physical,emointaly,socilaly, mentaly , and the worst sexually, is painly troture to me. the worst part about most this abuse is that its by my family. I never thought I would be here in this mess of my life. All it has done to is bring pain and painfully memories that has affect my life I live in. "Every day is exactly the same, there is no love and there is no pain, every day exactly the same."