Me and my brain injury

There are some days/ times I wish I didn't have my brain injury. There's a lot of independence things that some people take for granted that I would kill for just to be able to do things. I think that some people don't know just how much I wish I could do things like driving or having a job. Or how much I get headaches all in one day just because it's so much damn work for my brain to process things. Or how much I have to sleep I have to have to get through one day of my life. The biggest thing for me is I wish that I could drive and see my friends in the city they are in and just go do things with each other, I would love to be more close to some of my friends and spend more time with them. But I don't have that abilities in my life right now. so what do I do, I put a brave face on and be grateful for the life I do have in my life. And I try to hold my head up high and deal with this grief I have had since I was 7 years old.