Me and my brain injury

There are some days/ times I wish I didn't have my brain injury. There's a lot of independence things that some people take for granted that I would kill for just to be able to do things. I think that some people don't know just how much I wish I could do things like driving or having a job. Or how much I get headaches all in one day just because it's so much damn work for my brain to process things. Or how much I have to sleep I have to have to get through one day of my life. The biggest thing for me is I wish that I could drive and see my friends in the city they are in and just go do things with each other, I would love to be more close to some of my friends and spend more time with them. But I don't have that abilities in my life right now. so what do I do, I put a brave face on and be grateful for the life I do have in my life. And I try to hold my head up high and deal with this grief I have had since I was 7 years old.

4th of July

 Happy 4th of July everyone!! Hope you have a safe fun day and night!! #4thofJuly #fireworks #HappyFourthOfJuly ✌🏻✌🏻

old school post

Even thou my life is so busy, i been able to finish school. so this year,2010-2011, is my senior year of high school.

family are no longer exist for me

you would think that your famliy cares about you and saftey, right??? well i geuss some of family prove me worng about that.

graduation

i finaly graduate from school, a week ago. i'm so happy to finaly be out. now i can do whatever i want to with my life.

HAD ENOUGH BEING BEAT ON!!!!!

Beaten, Broken, and Bruised.....Everyday is the same, even this day is. Beaten, broken, and burised wondering when will i die and trying to surive. And i feel so hopeless, betryed, and useless. Beaten so much that i'm on the brink of death. The more I get beaten; the more i can only feel pain. And it's keeps coming back to haunted me with the past. Burised so much that I can remember everything that has happen to me. Hurts to think about the past, touch them, and even to breath. To know I will never return to the place I left behide. And the guilt hangs over my head to leave everything behide me. So to the people who has hurt me and make me feel broken, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU, YOU WILL NEVER HAVE MY TRUST ANYMORE, YOU WILL NEVER HAVE MY RESPECT FOR EVER MORE, AND I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU IS, YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU DESEVER, SO GOOD LUCK IN NOT TO GET BURN BY HELL BEATEN,BROKEN, AND BURISE. Who ever did that to me, you made everything messed up that I have to fix it.... Beaten, Broken, and Bursied. Same as everyday in hell slowly fading away I need to find away out of here so I can heal.

hurting inside

I've been through so much in my life, this last experican I had this summer is by far the worst experican of my life....!!!! To experican being a vicitm of abuse of all kind, physical,emointaly,socilaly, mentaly , and the worst sexually, is painly troture to me. the worst part about most this abuse is that its by my family. I never thought I would be here in this mess of my life. All it has done to is bring pain and painfully memories that has affect my life I live in. "Every day is exactly the same, there is no love and there is no pain, every day exactly the same."

thoughts of the day

These are postive thoughts of day to help me to understand what is going through my mind. It will change bad thinking habits in to postive thhinking.

frist thought

The Thought of the Day is ,

I am wroth loving I do not have to earn love. I am loveable because I exist. others reflect the love I have for myself.

What does that mean to me is, I need to love myself before anybody else. which brings to the thought of, what do I think about myself??? For me the answer is that I am not sure what I think of myself. But bottom line is I need to love myself before anything else.

life and meds

Hey this is Korynne's Blog

I've been on meds for 6 years and i'm finally on the right meds. right now, my body has too much meds in my system. so it takes a long time to find the right ones.